Thursday, February 11, 2010

Life is cruel .. real cruel ..

i am losing a lot many things lately ... and only those things which matter to me the most .. infact my most precious things which i cant even think of living widout ..

i lost you .. :( ..

i lost my email draft folder.. ( it all got deleted bymistakely ..

i lost my memories written somewhere..

i lost my mind .. !!

^&%&$$()(&^$(*(*


I don't necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable. ...!!!!!!!1


Monday, February 8, 2010

isha _
i do not claim to be the author of this blog primarily for two reasons first its something i read on one of my friends friends blog that got me thinking and then secondly i never sat down and wrote this it just was read in a news-paper or blogs of people i knw .. and whom i dont knw .. it is just a effort to showcase people's best post ..without me even thinking about it so watever i write here is entirely someone elses work i am just an instrument in conveying it to you.. !

Hide and seek

(by shaviya)

It happens in the evening, when you come back from college, throw your room keys on the desk and think now what ? What do I do ?

After few moments of pondering you grab a juice or some water and take a sip..After a long day where you are so busy that you dont even notice you are alone, you get so used and adaptive to work that it takes you time to settle down in the calm domesticity of your room.Sometimes my room appears to be someone elses..there's always a differance between how I leave my room while leaving for college in morning and the way I find it in the evening.

The room seems to ask me questions.."Hey, now you dont know how to kill time till sleep knocks on your eye lids? " and I get irritaed not because I dont want to answer rather at my loss of answer.

I switch on my laptop, frisking away from the college mail id and head for the messenger, trying to connect to long lost friends..and then I feel a little secure I am not alone..people are there on the web asking me how am I.

But the worst nightmare is when I dont find anyone there..I feel lost and I feel like a little kid sitting coyly under the table about to be found by her friends in the game of hide and seek.

No wonder why I lose everytime I play this hide and seek