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....Sometimes everything you have is not enough, not enough for you to be happy, content, secure, not enough to make you feel complete...
It makes me wonder, what would it take to fill up this nagging emptiness within me, there is this feeling that if i were to throw everything i have at this point of time i still would not lose enough, maybe it just wont hurt that much.
I probably do not want to be myself anymore, at this moment i wish i could be somebody else except me, anybody else, but me.....