Bomb Bay

A few weeks ago :
"north,south, east, northwest, southwest, west. who bloddy cares..."
I'm tired of this separation amongst indians.. "
"A civil war is bound to happen... soon.. "
"I wish we had educated people in politics.. " .... "why are we still so third-world?"
For weeks i have been hearing comments like this from people like us. By us, I mean modern, educated, liberal, the 'cool' people. US ! Us who think we can change everything by sitting in our bedroom chatting online and throwing political statements around like pillows. Us who think we have an answer to everything because we own an expensive laptop and type the word "Google". Us who slow dance with words and whie more than amy 'freakin' whinehouse. Yup Us !

Bandh bombay bandh !
Run north india run. !

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....Sometimes everything you have is not enough, not enough for you to be happy, content, secure, not enough to make you feel complete...
It makes me wonder, what would it take to fill up this nagging emptiness within me, there is this feeling that if i were to throw everything i have at this point of time i still would not lose enough, maybe it just wont hurt that much.
I probably do not want to be myself anymore, at this moment i wish i could be somebody else except me, anybody else, but me.....